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New beginnings

These past couple of weeks I have done more than I’ve done in the past months. I’ve been through something that has changed my way of looking at things and made me see how blessed I am to live the life I am living. Let me tell you more about it.

Fighting sickness

A couple of weeks ago I got really sick. My chaotic sleeping schedule and eating schedule plus stress because of some recent events that have happened in my life had taken a toll on me and I ended up in the hospital with intense stomach aches and without being able to eat anything. It was tough, I felt horrible, I couldn’t even watch TV or sit on my phone, I didn’t feel like doing anything because of my stomach pain.

It took some time to recover and even now I am taking medication and have to keep a certain diet. But getting better has helped me realize just how lucky I am to have such a wonderful life. There are people around me who genuinely care for me and streaming makes me happy. I wanted to do a lot of things. I was rushing because I hadn’t fully recovered but I didn’t care because I felt so happy to be alive. I started streaming again and soon I even started vlogging. I couldn’t stream for much at the beginning because I would get exhausted fast. Actually, I couldn’t really do anything for a long time for the same reason. But I would do them for as much as I could.


In the past I didn’t want to start vlogging because I didn’t think my dslr would be good for it. It’s bulky and even though it is one of the lighter dslr’s I felt that it won’t do the job very well. I didn’t care anymore, though, I wanted to start vlogging as soon as possible. I was scared because I thought no one would like it but I had to give it a try. I didn’t know exactly what to vlog about but there was a new mall opening close to my area so I figured I could just vlog about that at first. Unfortunately, I wasn’t allowed to film with my camera inside the mall. I was allowed to film with my phone but the quality of my phone camera is not really that great. I managed to get some footage of a restaurant full of fish aquariums though.

Even so, I didn’t let that stop me. I kept vlogging and eventually posted my first vlog on youtube. I was scared and nervous thinking of the reactions I could get from my followers. I didn’t think they would like it, especially since the video was kind of shaky (as I said, my camera was pretty heavy for me and my hand would get tired holding it after a while). Despite my fears, the reactions were incredible. Everyone was telling me that they liked the vlog and encouraging me to do more. Which I plan on doing.

My life has changed for the better after I got healthier. I feel like this was a new beginning for me. I have so many plans for the future (a thing that would never happen before, or if it did it would just end at that – plans). You never really know how blessed you are until something major is taken away from you. With me, it was my health.

I hope to be able to get better at vlogging in the future. In the meantime I also bought a new camera which is lighter and better for filming. I also bought a monopod for more stability while filming. I’m happy and positive now and things seem to only get better.



9 thoughts on “New beginnings

  1. You are such an amazing person T and im really glad I found your stream. Keep up with the amazing content you make. ReoLove

    1. Thanks a lot! You’re pretty darn awesome yourself. ReoLove

  2. huhu Teo ^^

    You are a great and cute gal and i’m happy that i found your stream a long time ago, even when i’m just lurking 90% of the time xD
    Keep it up and stay lit, little lady <3


    1. Thanks so much Celyas, I really appreciate you being there <3

  3. Even tho I can’t watch the stream every time u go live ,but still, I enjoy every moment when I watch it . Keep going ur doing great Teo senpai~ ReoLove

  4. Atta girl Teo…well done.
    yes sometimes you dont know how good you have it…until your health have issues….makes people humble and relook at who and what they are and what they are doing.
    stay ‘ Stream Strong’ girl
    you are aDORAble.
    See you soon ‘Hamster Queen’
    Much luck and love in you ‘New

    1. Thank you so much <3

  5. Good writing, too. Glad you are feeling better.

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